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June 14th, 2005
05:41 pm
i have feeling i wont be writing much in here this summer.
i apologize in advance
:)
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June 12th, 2005
11:59 am
so elizabeth nickles pretty much broke my taill bone with her montress hug today. ouch
im falling even more in love with FPC...
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June 11th, 2005
06:38 pm
forgot 2 things in my update.
1...when i was giving my testimony....i was sitting up on this little ledge type thing with my water beside me and right when i got up there it spilled and i was sitting in a pool of water the whole time. hahaha
2...im teaching on july 13th at church...on walking in the light...or showing your faith to all...along those lines...just cant think of how to say it in one line.
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05:38 pm
props to liz for the new icon, i love you.
JULES!!!! wow, we had a blast. im leaving you the honors to telling about the beach, well i might decide to later on down this page. youre so gorgeous. i look up to you and your peely self. and i loooooove you
POOGIE-MAY!!-it was awesome catching up on things with you for an hour n a half. i decided i love you 67 times more than i did before.
so God taught me several things at the beach.
Jules, we talked about this....
we felt that God was showing us in several ways that we can have fun and be around other Christians in an unfamiliar place away from our other Christian friends. several occasions proved this....
1.) on about Tuesday...we were out surfing on gregory ramsey's short board. short boaring is some TOUGH stuff. i learned on one last year and then this year it was just like ahh. haha...bigger waves or something? but anyways. we were out on the short board at this woman was out there surfing on a long board and saw us struggling and came up to us and told us to put our board up so she could teach us on the long board since its easier. so we got out there and were just kinda talkin with her and she told us about her kids...two girls one was 8 and had been surfing since she was 4 and the other was 2 and had just learned to surf. 2 YEARS OLD. ALREADY SURFING. dang. but anyways...and she randomly said that her and her husband are a part of this organization called "Christian Surfers" adn that they had just started a website and stuff. it was SO awesome and we both couldnt stop thinking about her and how the whole thing was so God-sent.
2.) there was this gas station/little beach store across the street from the beach that we went to often. one morning we went and were suprised to hear jeremy camp playing on the radio...so we just started singing outloud. when we went to the register the guy behind the counter was like did i hear you ladies singing to jeremy camp back there? and we kinda blushed and were like yeah and laughed. and he said...its okay, dont be ashamed to sing. it was just...perfect. he was so nice.
3.) we went looking for sharks teeth and walked pass these two ladies talking about over heard parts of their convo...they were talking about when they got to know Christ and when he became real in their lives. it was just so awesome...im just assuming this but they didnt look like they had known eachother before. they both had young girls and they were playing together...one woman looked foreign and asljro. just cant really explain it. i loved how 2 women were talking openly to eachother about faith.
its amazing how God teaches you things. and i love it.
i wanna write about something on here...but i cant. all i can ask or say is be praying for my sister. that she will overcome this certain...habit i guess you would say...
me and jules found a WHOPPING 525 SHARKS TEETH. it was really neat for me. just cuz...last year at the beach i would search for guys...but this year i search for sharks teeth...and i have to say that the sharks teeth are so much more fun to look for. haha
heres an analogy i told jules about...
so several nights we went and walked on the beach. one night we were just sitting there and playing witht he sand in our hands. it was relaly windy and i had a big hand full of sand in my hand and it all started to blow away with the wind. there was also a rock in my hand and it didnt blow away. it was like... each grain of sand was our worries...every day worries of a human. they all got blown away. and the rock was Him. it stayed in my hand...and nothign could blow it off. just like if we put our faith in the Lord, we wont be blown away in the end either...
and we saw dolphins. which was AMAZING.
Oh God, You're SO creative...
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Current Music: hittin' curves...haha jules.
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June 3rd, 2005
05:02 pm
LESS THAN 6 HOURS!
actually getting less nervous than i was this morning. :)
went to the massage therapist for my shoulders and he streched me and i was about to cry. it hurt tremendously.
and i dont think ive ever used that word before.
so something is in trey's new medicine that WIRES him. he was bouncing off the walls constantly this morning.
JULIA!!!! BEACH TOMORROW! im about to call you.
loveeeee
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June 1st, 2005
10:17 pm
WOOO so let me tell you bout the c relay. whitney trexler decides to flip over like 3 strokes too early on her backstroke flipturn and got us dqued on the first 25! HAHA it was so funny. she was like...sorry :/ and we all just laughed. it was alot of fun
then i got to be in the slowest heats for everything else! WOOOO and in the 100 free i would have lapped everyone if theyre was one more lap. hahaha it was sweet.
i love sail swimming.
2 DAYS UNTIL JR HIGH LOCK IN. it hasnt really hit me that im giving my testimony at it. it will when i get up there ill be like ahhhhhLSJEORSJLREO. :)
after the meet we went to roadhouse grill and then i spent the night with some girls on gower. it was alot of fun too.
I HAVE A BUG BITE ON MY UPPER LIP! it itches BAD. hehe
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May 30th, 2005
09:39 pm
guess whos on the C relay for the medley?
MORGAN GRACE. weeeeeeee
haha
its gunna be SO hott.
and ill be in the slowest heats since i have no times with gower
hehe
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Current Music: jack johnson
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08:52 pm
so basicly ALL my friends from school are coming to the lockin. im PUMPED.
Daddy,
Comfort me.
Give me strength.
Give me courage.
Let me take NO pride.
Speak through me,
give everyone understanding
if my emotions get the best of me.
Every time i start to freak out,
let me remember why im doing this.
i love you, Abba.
Your wife,
morgan grace
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May 29th, 2005
07:41 pm
WOahhhhh so my computer was broked. haha i couldnt get lj to come up. its okay now :)
jules and liz~ thanks so much for calming me down last night. and for praying with me jules, and talking to me about it both of yall. i love you two.
evan-sorry i couldnt really talk when you came out. i was kinda at the point where i just needed a girl who understands our emotions. no offense. i love youuuuu.
gower meet TUESDAY. weeeee
julia is going to the beach with me!
so last night...
heres what was wrong...
well, jason asked me on friday if i would give my testimony at the junior high lockin. i really wanted to, but i REALLY REALLLY didnt. just since i havent been growing at ALL lately. maybe i am, but i just dont know it. "If our relationship with God was always perfect, we'd never grow."-elizabeth nickles.
i knew it was just satan telling me i coudlnt do it, but i cant say no. and im not the person to back out of things. so im doing it guys. plus, its gunna be a big slap in the face for satan :) and after praying alot about alot of things, mainly just the courage to do it, im excited. and i know i can do it now :)
worries about it...
1.)people that havent experience a change like mine wont understand.
2.)if i cry, people will think im weird.
3.)overall, just afraid what people will think.
encouragement and prayers...PLEASE.
i love you all. sorry i havent been churching alot lately, we've been busy.
we went to the mountains all day today and we went put putting. im officialy a pro put putter. trey got the only hole in one, but he also got the only hole in 10. haha!
anna, jules, evan, paige, meghan, and anyone else going to the jr high lockin, sit up front so i can look at you for a smile if im FREAKING out.
haha.
i love youuuu!
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May 25th, 2005
08:19 pm
okay, so physical therapy was toughhhh. but it wasnt bad, shes much nicer than the one i had before.
im goin again in 2 weeks.
and we got stuck in altanta traffic and got in at 5 after 8 instead of 6. blah.
she said i cant compete any more this summer. no state meet, no nashville, no nationals, no zones... :(
but that means i can go to the beach, since im not training for anything. but i still have to practice like crazy.
slaroolworsjreojr.w
american idol finale tonight! GO CARRIE.
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May 24th, 2005
09:00 pm
HAHA i forgot something funny that i was suposed to put in my update yesterday.
well, at the algebra eoc we had to tear our the reference sheet and the graph paper in the front of the booklet...and...i kinda ripped my WHOLE book apart. and everyone at my table started laughing. the staples fell out and all the papers went everywhere. it was fun.
and today after school i was walking with kate borowics to the church...and we passed a magnolia tree and she was like ohh i want one of those flowers..so i tried to get her one...and i jumped up and grabbed it and then i looked at it and THERE WAS A HUGE GREEN FURRY SPIDER ON MY THUMB. it looked like a crab but instead of pinchers it had long legs and they got shorter as they wetn down. it was probly one of the scarriest things that happened to me in a while. i spazzed out, screamed, and jumped on kate.
i HATE spiders.
i want carrie to win american idol. shes gorgeous. so is her voice... and yes i watch american idol. haha
julia...were gunna talk tomorow.
atlanta tomorow...eeek. nervous.
the english 1 eoc was really easy.
dang today was mine and courtneys last day of school together after 9 years. shes going to new york thursday for her bros graduation...he goes to west point...and since ill be at atlanta tomorow, i wont see her again. we cried after schooool.
dont like crying, but ive been doing alot of it lately.
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May 23rd, 2005
08:41 pm
i love how we can be open about things like being inconsistant...and its comforting to know that alot of other people feel how i feel. im praying for all of us. desparately.
i had a better time reading last night, read like 6 chapters in mark and a couple more in isaiah...and i felt like my heart was in it. which is a big step.
isaiah 12...read it reat it read it. i like it alot.
its als really comforting to know that hes always gunna take us back, but we just have to let him. its all up to us.
algebra eoc. so confusing. i HATE math. and school.
english eoc tomorrow. funn.
atlanta wednesday. even more fun...yeah.
LAST DAY OF SCHOOL IS FRIDAY.
last day of school with courtney is wednesday. shes going to new york for her bro's graduation. and shes teaching at her church.i was thinking about going, but i neeeeeed FPC.
yeah so i love morgan hill. well, i have to kick alot at practices cuz of my shoulders. and i was kicking today and she passed me so i went under her. it happened several times and every time i went under her shed smile so big and im always on the verge of crying at practice just cuz i start thinking about things and get stirred up...but she always makes me smile. i love you mo. oh and, what did scott say to you when we were kicking? it didnt sound good....HITLER. he completely chewed out taylor...
i forgot what all i was gunna say...
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May 22nd, 2005
09:03 pm
my relationship with God is declining.
so basicly i havent been able to dig deep.
my prayers are just prayers. they arent like, conversations.
i keep telling myself i can do it later...like read later or pray later.
i havent prayed in depth in weeeeeks. i really was lookign forward to opening at jasons just cuz it seems like i can always go in depth there, not having to worry about where i have to go next or time or anything or whether or not im tired, then we read mark, which was good cuz it got me excited to finish it. i got home and read like 4 chaps and then fell asleep. grr.
ive not been thinking about God as much as i used to either.
im DYING to be consistant again.
like, ive said little prayers throughout the day...but been frustrated/tired to really pray...or realy read...and when i do read i rarely feel that my hearts in it, just like im reading words.
and im getting sick of my cds just cuz i dont have that many and just listen to the same ones over n over... and the radio just bugs me.
please pray for me.
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08:54 pm
oh, and today i wrote 6 thank you letters for the mission trip...
AND IM NOW 75 DOLLARS OVER THE REQUIRED AMOUNT. yes.
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08:49 pm
woah awesome day. so i woke up, went to church, came home and ate and slept. then me and my madre went to cvs and got my pics developed, then to wally world, then back home. I WATCHED ELF 2 TIMES AND FINDING NEMO 3 TIMES. i love those two movies, i cant stop laughing in elf. elf might be my fave.
meghan just told me our math exam was tomorow. who knew? haha...
altanta wednesday. nervous. *prayers*
i made little frames with pics from the dance for some of my friends that ill be leaving this year
i almost cried making them.
meghan and paige. lsjeorosowl.
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May 20th, 2005
06:36 pm
i forgot to add a MAJOR highlight of the trip.
seeing anna :)
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06:20 pm
so i just had two awesssome days.
yesterday...stayed home from school, slept in, long bath...my aunt picked me up to have my hair done and my nails, then i got home and my sis did my makeup then i went to see mrs thomason, then to brians house...which was amazing but we got all sweaty before teh dance even started haha...
then the dance was so fun. we all just goofed off. it was amaaaazing.
so on the way home from the dance on the way to dannas house, we were in the station wagon aka "woody" and we decided to do a chinese fire drill at the red light. well, we like killed eachother trying to get over the back seat cuz you know how the back seat faces the opposit direction? but yeah, it was funny. and this was all in our dresses. haha okay so we jumped out and there was 9 girls doing it and we ran around the car n jumped back in and all the cars were honking at us cuz it turned green on our second lap around haha. it was so fun. and we were jammin in the car.
then at dannas house, we hung out for a while. then plan was to get to bed by midnight...haha...cuz we had to wake up at 5 30 this morning. so me and paige wanted to sleep in a bed so we went to the basement to the guest bedroom with the most uncomfertable bed ever made. so we couldnt sleep. AT ALL. and wed be tired and all the sudden get really hyper and start bouncing on the beds you know like on your back with your legs in the air? yeah so it was so fuuuun. then lucy came in, dannas dog, and was breathing reallly loud so we kicked her out and she kept coming back haha. and meghan scared the poo out of us. but anyways, we were getting ready to go to sleep and i just couldnt do it the bed was like a rock. so i got on the floor and was about to fall asleep when this huge thing of lightning came and i jumped up on the bed so fast. then i went back to the floor, then the bed, then the floor. ahha i finally settled on the floor around 4 am...we woke up at 5 30. so an hour n a half of sleep then all day at carowinds. wheewww
okay, so carowinds. i didnt see kevin, poo. he went with the 6th graders and i really wanted to see him. but, i did see trey when i was on drop zone. hehe. me paige kate and meghan walked around then after a while crawford and alex beeson joined us. they didnt like rollercoasters. soooo....we forced them to ride hurler, then carolina cyclone, then top gun and they thanked us for making them ride it. haha they had fun, and beeson's shoe flew off on top gun...it was so funny. it landed in the off limits fenced area. haha. it was so fun walking around with just girls which we realized. so much lesss...idk. more fun. haha not that i dont like guys, but some girls act differently around guys.
and our bus was alot of fun too. we were the only white people. haha and all the black girls were having this maury/jerry springer show. it was kinda funny. and we played "bus mofia"(sp?)
so over all it was amazing.
and i noticed im in love with bennett dixon. he quoted EVERY word to toy story. hes adorable. the movie turned off and he kept on saying it. haha and he got lost alone for 2 hours. hahaha
so i def wont forget it all. and im def gunna miss everyone at my school. especially paige and meghan :(
i love you.
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May 19th, 2005
02:58 pm
wellll i just got back from getting my hair and nails done...wooo! haha
i cant say how excited i am, and im in a good mood. i think i just needed 12 hours of sleep like i got last night...
:)
pictures at britts, then to see mrs thomason,cookout at brians, dance, dannas house, carowinds all tomorow! yes... be home tomorow night
love love lovvve
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May 18th, 2005
07:58 pm
so i cant even describe how stressed i am. and my face is like spazzing cuz im so stressed.
and im STARVING. but my dad yelled at me bc he said somethings wrong with my mom and that i needed to get my own food and leave her alone so now i just dont wanna eat.
ive beeen reallllly moody. i walked in the house after physical therapy and started bawling.
but, one good thing. dance tomorow, and im skipping school to sleep in considering ive been getting 4-5 hours of sleep lately.
i cant stand swimming. and i wanna cut off my shoulder.
andi have a bruise from my tetanus. ha
my physical therapist got mad at me cuz i havent been sleeping.
no more complaining...
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May 17th, 2005
09:07 pm
i like how no one ever comments to me anymore.
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